Hi,
I wrote this months ago. I guess I'll post it
because it was written in the middle of exam chaos and I need to document my
feeling, the uncertainty I am sure every med students will experience! Thankfully it turned out I did quite well.
====I had finished my OSCEs. I blow them big times. The easiest stations
especially. I think I'll need to take a reset. It was so awful I could see the
disappointment in my doctors –mentors_ faces.
I am not sure what went wrong because I kept omitting major parts of each
station. Example: I kept telling myself
not to forget PR & genital exam & at least mention about the ideal
exposure .. I walked out of the exam room without even mentioning them. Every time I get out of an examination station
I remember things I was supposed to do. This happen with every station. Every single
one.
Never mind,
Tomorrow
I'll have my first written.
Couldn't study today or didn't want too! I covered the whole material
last week & I know I need to reread but I spent half an hour staring at my
notes & then decide not to read. 12 hours break..I repeat my exam is
tomorrow.. no feeling. Not even A tiny
winy feeling of guilt.
Oh and the elective things, it is cancelled. I
will do it locally now.
I just need to read the cardio part, not only
for the exam but also because I hate cardio & rarely read about it.
2 more exam blocks . Let's pray I pass.
Merry Christmas everyone
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